Thank you again for your work. Regarding your health have you read any literature how parasites are found a lot to be the cause of cancer and so when cancer patients have taken antiparasitic protocol/treatment they have improved greatly! Please, I hope you look into this.
Praying for you, John, that God will be merciful and your life will be spared. It takes time to work through our human reactions and come to the point where we rest peacefully in God's faithfulness and sufficiency as David did in many of the psalms. He was honest about his fears, but then remembered how God had delivered him in the past. God's deliverance may not always be in the way that we hope, but He knows best.
There have been some good suggestions in the comments for things that can work for various cancers. I hope you look into them!
I see the Hand of God in this, but it is hard right now to know where this is going. My diagnosis did encourage me to publish those two books, but now... I'm not sure what the direction is.
But God knows, and I am trusting in His wisdom and guidance.
May God continue to guide you in your own journey, Denise.
That but uou lost no faith i lost hope and faith so who is worrser you or i
hope you can find peace indeed i.suffered to.much more then 15 years alone and suffering.still .here in this other country God is very silent.
angry at God no teeth still.what can i loose only my house and live nothing to live for..how sad to end like this everything is taken.from me i have nothing here i have nothing
i dont know how to.comfort you i lost all words
I can only say you lost no.hope and overcame i didnt
You've shared your journey with us, and it has been hard every step of the way. I wish that there was something that I could say to fix all of this. I can only say that I've been through the Valley of the Shadow of Death many many times, and God has never failed me.
This has been the hardest journey of all, but knowing that God has always been faithful, has kept me moving forward.
My hope and prayer is that God will bring you through this and show you His plan for your life.
Thank you kind brother there are only two who.knows what happend not all but believe me and understands because lot of gaslighting going on with most people they can not bear others.their problems anymore
My health is destroyed i have pain everywhere and doctors are crazy they say o.you have so much problems but dont want to.know why. The whole world is crazy
Do t upu want to leave this world and be with Jesus your wife will be too.with you
I dont like either my healthproblems to end my life with so much pain i would also like to dy in my sleep
One-I don't have pay pal so if you have another way to donate let me know.
Two- You really need to research DMSO, it does a body good. Ivermectin also cures some cancers but I don't think it is the one you have, DMSO might. Dr. Mercola has written about it extensively.
There are a number of changes that I want to implement going forward, and pay pal is one of them.
I will try to keep an eye out for any case studies with DMSO. I'm not sure if it will work as well with slow-growing cancers like my own - even though it has been quite aggressive.
There are a couple therapies that have that have case studies and even pilot research projects behind them that promise a far less expensive way of holding back this beast.
For now, I will do my best to be a good little lab rat, while this Phase Three trial continues. God knows what He's doing, but it has been a terrifying ride.
I understand what you mean John, we are like Paul, ready to be with Christ, yet in our case the ties that bind us to this life haven't yet been cut & so it is with trepidation that we look to the future. I have long asked the Lord, when my time is up, just take me in my sleep. I am reminded of going to the dentist but once it is all over we breathe a sigh of relief & wonder why we get so stressed about the visit!!
I am praying that the Lord's will be done in your life, it is something I have come to realise over the past few years, that praying the prayer Jesus gave us in Matthew is very much in line with what the Father wishes & those first couple of verses have become very meaningful to me especially since October 2023. When it all boils down to this being the Father's story & so His Will be done, His story to be told & we are a precious part of His Story.
What you shared today is just confirmation of what I am seeing happening around me as I look out on the evilness of our governments especially ours in Australia, & then to read Paul in Romans 13 telling us to pray for our government evil though it is, that God put them in place & then to quietly understand that we get what we deserve as a nation. That the church in our nation has greatly sinned & fallen short & so no longer obeying the Word of God but turning black & white into shades of grey.
Then I hear about the wars & unrest in other nations & know that we are fast heading towards the destruction of our planet unless the Lord soon returns & intervenes. I look at England our mother country & see the evil being carried on there & yet in some ways Australia is behaving worse than them for we are fighting a battle to save the lives of the unborn as well as of the aged. Then we have a PM who lies over & over again yet people vote him back into power & so our trillion dollars of debt will double over the coming 3 years. He openly slammed Israel a couple of days ago & so I am praying that God repays him & not the people in this land because thousands of us stand up for our Jewish friends. It is just that quietly our PM has been importing thousands of Palestinians & other like minded people into this nation over the past 3 years of his tenure to gain him votes in this last election.
One day soon I think that the ties that bind us to this world will be cut, our time will be up & we will go gladly into the presence of our King & High Priest. In the meantime I continue to pray Thy Will BE Done Father in the lives of my family, church family & over this nation that I live in. I will leave you with the Aaronic Blessing. The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make His face to shine upon you and be gracious to you; the Lord lift up His countenance upon you and give you His peace. Blessings to you & Mrs Little as you minister to the people in Taiwan.
We are indeed living in interesting times. So much so, that I have developed an appreciation for boredom. In fact, my stay in the hospital actually gave me a break from watching the world crumble around us.
Having said that, I will do my best to avoid hospital as much as possible. I hope to never see the inside of one as a patient anytime soon. They do their best here, but it is not for the faint of heart.
May the Lord bless you as you seek His direction, Louise.
I was diagnosed with CLL in 2018. I recently started third round of chemo. This time they gave me Brukinsa. Lymph nodes noticeably decreased in size after the first week. Will probably get another PET scan soon to gauge other effects. Some nausea but I've had much worse.
Actually, Brukinsa is a BTKi not too different than the one that I am taking. I'm that they're giving you that instead of chemo. I was on the verge of chemo when this drug trial came along.
I hope that they let you stay on this drug for a while. It seems to be the best of the 2nd Gen BTK inhibitors, so far.
The Brukinsa is $900 per month after insurance (Medicare). I was able to get a $4k grant from PAN Foundation. Don’t know what happens after that. Taking a pill is a lot better than 6 hour infusions. I had two rounds, 18 months of Gazyva. Pretty bad side effects but it saved me from going on dialysis from kidney failure.
Ouch. That is expensive. The cost of the drugs is so high, most countries and even insurance companies cannot afford to pay for them. And the FDA is helping keep the costs high by renewing patents that should NOT be renewed.
Imbruvica is a perfect example. It was supposed to go off patent in 2026, but the FDA allowed it to be renewed for another 20 years.
The evil in this world is almost too much to bear. Keep up the good work, brother.
Approximately 45% of the Food and Drug Administration's (FDA) budget comes from industry user fees, with pharmaceutical companies being a significant contributor. These fees are paid by companies seeking approval for medical devices or drugs. The FDA's user fee program, particularly for drug approval, is a major source of funding.
Thank you again for your work. Regarding your health have you read any literature how parasites are found a lot to be the cause of cancer and so when cancer patients have taken antiparasitic protocol/treatment they have improved greatly! Please, I hope you look into this.
Thank you Miri, but CLL does not react to parasite medication.
Praying for you, John, that God will be merciful and your life will be spared. It takes time to work through our human reactions and come to the point where we rest peacefully in God's faithfulness and sufficiency as David did in many of the psalms. He was honest about his fears, but then remembered how God had delivered him in the past. God's deliverance may not always be in the way that we hope, but He knows best.
There have been some good suggestions in the comments for things that can work for various cancers. I hope you look into them!
Thank you, Denise. I value prayers highly.
I see the Hand of God in this, but it is hard right now to know where this is going. My diagnosis did encourage me to publish those two books, but now... I'm not sure what the direction is.
But God knows, and I am trusting in His wisdom and guidance.
May God continue to guide you in your own journey, Denise.
- John
Sorry to hear g
That but uou lost no faith i lost hope and faith so who is worrser you or i
hope you can find peace indeed i.suffered to.much more then 15 years alone and suffering.still .here in this other country God is very silent.
angry at God no teeth still.what can i loose only my house and live nothing to live for..how sad to end like this everything is taken.from me i have nothing here i have nothing
i dont know how to.comfort you i lost all words
I can only say you lost no.hope and overcame i didnt
I'm so sorry, Nadine.
You've shared your journey with us, and it has been hard every step of the way. I wish that there was something that I could say to fix all of this. I can only say that I've been through the Valley of the Shadow of Death many many times, and God has never failed me.
This has been the hardest journey of all, but knowing that God has always been faithful, has kept me moving forward.
My hope and prayer is that God will bring you through this and show you His plan for your life.
- John
Thank you kind brother there are only two who.knows what happend not all but believe me and understands because lot of gaslighting going on with most people they can not bear others.their problems anymore
My health is destroyed i have pain everywhere and doctors are crazy they say o.you have so much problems but dont want to.know why. The whole world is crazy
Do t upu want to leave this world and be with Jesus your wife will be too.with you
I dont like either my healthproblems to end my life with so much pain i would also like to dy in my sleep
Hello,
Two things:
One-I don't have pay pal so if you have another way to donate let me know.
Two- You really need to research DMSO, it does a body good. Ivermectin also cures some cancers but I don't think it is the one you have, DMSO might. Dr. Mercola has written about it extensively.
Hi BJ,
There are a number of changes that I want to implement going forward, and pay pal is one of them.
I will try to keep an eye out for any case studies with DMSO. I'm not sure if it will work as well with slow-growing cancers like my own - even though it has been quite aggressive.
There are a couple therapies that have that have case studies and even pilot research projects behind them that promise a far less expensive way of holding back this beast.
For now, I will do my best to be a good little lab rat, while this Phase Three trial continues. God knows what He's doing, but it has been a terrifying ride.
- John
I understand what you mean John, we are like Paul, ready to be with Christ, yet in our case the ties that bind us to this life haven't yet been cut & so it is with trepidation that we look to the future. I have long asked the Lord, when my time is up, just take me in my sleep. I am reminded of going to the dentist but once it is all over we breathe a sigh of relief & wonder why we get so stressed about the visit!!
I am praying that the Lord's will be done in your life, it is something I have come to realise over the past few years, that praying the prayer Jesus gave us in Matthew is very much in line with what the Father wishes & those first couple of verses have become very meaningful to me especially since October 2023. When it all boils down to this being the Father's story & so His Will be done, His story to be told & we are a precious part of His Story.
What you shared today is just confirmation of what I am seeing happening around me as I look out on the evilness of our governments especially ours in Australia, & then to read Paul in Romans 13 telling us to pray for our government evil though it is, that God put them in place & then to quietly understand that we get what we deserve as a nation. That the church in our nation has greatly sinned & fallen short & so no longer obeying the Word of God but turning black & white into shades of grey.
Then I hear about the wars & unrest in other nations & know that we are fast heading towards the destruction of our planet unless the Lord soon returns & intervenes. I look at England our mother country & see the evil being carried on there & yet in some ways Australia is behaving worse than them for we are fighting a battle to save the lives of the unborn as well as of the aged. Then we have a PM who lies over & over again yet people vote him back into power & so our trillion dollars of debt will double over the coming 3 years. He openly slammed Israel a couple of days ago & so I am praying that God repays him & not the people in this land because thousands of us stand up for our Jewish friends. It is just that quietly our PM has been importing thousands of Palestinians & other like minded people into this nation over the past 3 years of his tenure to gain him votes in this last election.
One day soon I think that the ties that bind us to this world will be cut, our time will be up & we will go gladly into the presence of our King & High Priest. In the meantime I continue to pray Thy Will BE Done Father in the lives of my family, church family & over this nation that I live in. I will leave you with the Aaronic Blessing. The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make His face to shine upon you and be gracious to you; the Lord lift up His countenance upon you and give you His peace. Blessings to you & Mrs Little as you minister to the people in Taiwan.
Thank you Louise!
We are indeed living in interesting times. So much so, that I have developed an appreciation for boredom. In fact, my stay in the hospital actually gave me a break from watching the world crumble around us.
Having said that, I will do my best to avoid hospital as much as possible. I hope to never see the inside of one as a patient anytime soon. They do their best here, but it is not for the faint of heart.
May the Lord bless you as you seek His direction, Louise.
- John
Lifting you UP in prayer brother John.
Thank you, SH!
I was diagnosed with CLL in 2018. I recently started third round of chemo. This time they gave me Brukinsa. Lymph nodes noticeably decreased in size after the first week. Will probably get another PET scan soon to gauge other effects. Some nausea but I've had much worse.
I will continue praying for you.
Actually, Brukinsa is a BTKi not too different than the one that I am taking. I'm that they're giving you that instead of chemo. I was on the verge of chemo when this drug trial came along.
I hope that they let you stay on this drug for a while. It seems to be the best of the 2nd Gen BTK inhibitors, so far.
And yes, your prayers. Thank you so much.
- John
The Brukinsa is $900 per month after insurance (Medicare). I was able to get a $4k grant from PAN Foundation. Don’t know what happens after that. Taking a pill is a lot better than 6 hour infusions. I had two rounds, 18 months of Gazyva. Pretty bad side effects but it saved me from going on dialysis from kidney failure.
I hope you fare well. God bless you.
Ouch. That is expensive. The cost of the drugs is so high, most countries and even insurance companies cannot afford to pay for them. And the FDA is helping keep the costs high by renewing patents that should NOT be renewed.
Imbruvica is a perfect example. It was supposed to go off patent in 2026, but the FDA allowed it to be renewed for another 20 years.
The evil in this world is almost too much to bear. Keep up the good work, brother.
Approximately 45% of the Food and Drug Administration's (FDA) budget comes from industry user fees, with pharmaceutical companies being a significant contributor. These fees are paid by companies seeking approval for medical devices or drugs. The FDA's user fee program, particularly for drug approval, is a major source of funding.